Love

Love?
Define love?
Many definition a for each and every couple.
To each its own.
But what's mine?
I'm so confuse right now.
Does he love Me?
Why does it seem like I need to trade each time I asked him for help?
I'm trying very hard.
I even swallow my pride and ego and bowed down.
But it's never good enough.
Now I guess I need to just be my single self.
Guess the more into I'm into him.
The sucker he becomes.
I need to love my life my own.
I'm done living my life to please him.
Because what I've done is not getting me into marriage.
I'm just being played.