5 more days and it'll be a month without Daddy.

Oh.. i missed him so much.

was just outside my house just now, smelt the food that's coming from the other house.

it smells so good.

and it made me think about Daddy.

We'll always guess the food he cook before entering the house just by smelling it.

now, we smell it. but not his.

i miss Daddy's laughter.

Things ain't going that well.

I feel that i am slacking off work again.

i don't feel as hard working as before.

and to my r/s, i am giving craps to someone who treats me well.

why so?

i don't know.

i just want to at times.

hopefully i learn how to curb myself.

well.. about settling down.

i think i'll have to forget about it.

it has disappear i guess. at least to him.